What is wrong with me? Why am I so hard to fix? I don’t feel broken beyond repair, but I certainly feel broken. What is it going to take for me to finally open up in therapy and get to the bottom of my emotional stumbling blocks?
Maybe I’ll take in some of the worksheets from when I was inpatient, the ones that upset me the most, and we can work on those, and try to discover what my triggers are. I just feel that what I’m doing now isn’t working…but my therapist says I set myself up to fail because I feel I should already be at point Z when my body and mind are still just barely dealing with point W. She says I am my own worst critic. I think I can agree with that.
Anyone out there have any sage words of advice for me? What can I do to find my emotions…while on meds? I can certainly find them when I’m off them, but I don’t think anyone wants that…right now I don’t even want that. I may hate suffering from this creative block, but it’s better than being inpatient again. At least out here I can blog, lol.
Sp any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated, I love the comments I get from yu guys, it really helps make this an interactive experience for me, and I love it.